Hi all, it has been a very long time since I did any self harm. I use to do it to know that I could still feel something. At other times it was to cope with a stressful situation that I was dealing with at the time. I will admit that only a couple weeks ago, I did do it, I hadn't done this in ages but for some reason I just needed the release that it gives. I hope that all of you and all that may read this reply, please know that there are better ways to feel, it may not seem like it at the time but there is a better way to cope. I hope that I never have to feel that urge again, I don't like it and I don't want it in my life. I have to much to think about and harming myself is beyond what I need in my life. Please be safe all.