hi all,
wanted to let people know im sort of back around the site. i have internet access at home now though im travelling a lot for a while so its still sporadic access.
ive been reading old posts in general to catch up a bit with whats been going on and its just reminded me how beautiful a place PC is and all the people here. it continues to astound me how maturely people interact here as a general rule and how much respect and understanding you have for eachother. im glad i can access more often again as i think i really have an awful lot to learn from you all still.
as to how i am... more or less ok i think. no great crushing depression and anxiety i think is as under control as it has ever been. there have been a lot of things going on though so im still struggling and trying to figure stuff out. i trip up a lot and i always feel on the edge of crashing but i seem to spend every minute fighting to stay level. i dont know if thats progress or good or what it means but im working on it anyway. unfortunately my bulimia is beginning to flare up a little again so thats something else im trying to keep a lid on. sum up? overall i think im hanging in. but i have missed PC! and im really glad to be back!
thanks for still being here everyone!