i saw T today. i was late and he called me but i was close so i didnt answer then he texted me but then i saw him. we started out talking about my feelings of being overwhelmed and anxious, fear of change, finances/disability... somehow we winded up talking about reality and truth . we also talked about religion. he told me i have a unique perspective because of my psychosis into epistemic things. i wont see him saturday so it will be a week til we meet again