I am still sitting here feeling so stupid for spending the money that I did. It's not like I can really tell anyone IRL about it because I am embarrassed enough and I don't feel like being judged. It is what it is, and I can't go back and change it. I stay out of stores and I throw away catalogs the second I get them. I have to find myself a support system of people that give a damn about me and my best interests, and not people that just want to be around when I am flying high and feeling generous.