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Originally Posted by newtus
thats true.
people need a safe place or person to be themselves.
i cant keep acting normal or something will go wrong. im trying to pull it together you know? and just be normal but its falling apart slowly. until it just collapses. when i have pressures to act normal i get anxiety and fear. if i dont expel how i feel its gonna turn out so bad very soon. so i try to say on how i feel ON HERE. its the only place i have. here and to the members of Schizophrenia and Psychosis board on PC
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I can relate to how keeping up that facade of trying to act normal can cause a lot of problems if you don't have a way to relieve the pressure at all. Reminds me of The Center Cannot Hold because Elyn Saks went to psychoanalytic therapy to "take the chains off her mind and fall apart"... And somehow that helped her keep it together while she was going to school.
When I try to act normal for too long I get irritable as hell and things just start going badly in my life anyway so I don't know why I bother... It's why I'm posting here again I need to talk somewhere where I can be anonymous at least mostly...
I lost my train of thought it was going somewhere now it's just a whisper of smoke disappearing underneath the cracks of the line within my soul fracture. But I don't know if I want to talk about that, either. So **** it...