I worry to that I won't see the signs so I get really anxious when I notice certain signs or symptoms. I worry my mind is blowing it out of proportion and that just seems to make things worse. I have been fairly stable for years now and I don't know when to call my pdoc. Hubby doesn't tend to tell me if he notices something going on with me. I have to recognize a certain feeling that is a warning and then get up the nerve to ask him what he sees.