I can relate to a lot of what you're saying. I've been out of work 3 years because of bipolar, and my wife was put on medical leave this semester because of her depression. The financial uncertainty has both of us dealing with a lot of anxiety.
The biggest thing I can say about your pdoc situation is to remind you that they work for us. Sounds like maybe you need to fire this guy. And when you can I think it would be a great idea for you to find a therapist. It's important to get the talking side of treatment as well as the meds. Anyway be gentle with yourself, and best of luck.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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