I think she was very happy to be able to email with me because when I was leaving phone messages I had a lot of trouble focusing on what I was trying to say. Now that only happens if I'm manic and even then I try really hard to keep the emails to the point, even if it takes a couple days to write it. Of course sometimes I get hypomanic and think I need to tell her things in way too much detail that she probably doesn't need to know. But she's never said anything so I guess she's willing to live with that. What IS hard is when I am bad like now I am emailing more frequently and she is less likely to react when she sees my name because I keep emailing, even though sometimes it is because I'm supposed to. I think she often reads and then doesn't answer those ones. Which is ok. I could still reach her if the information was important.