Hello,

I have a exclusive friend who is also my classmate. He is a different guy with his opinions, thinking ways, life style and beliefs. We are occasionally sharing our experiences and knowledges about courses and other same interests. Although we are not best friends or closer to each other, I always like to spend time with him and see his excitement of to be understood by me. (or someone who can understand him) We are the same as soul mates.

Nobody's talking and ideas have excited me since I met him. He is describing my imaginary mate with his personalty. I fall in love with him, maybe. I feel, I will never meet a guy like him anyway.

I never tried to create a romantic relationship, but I always tried to be a friend with him. In that point, I am stuck on him. When I meet other guys, I feel guilty to cheat on him. Also, nobody excites me like his being. I am thinking of the possibilities about him: One day, we can be more closer (maybe romanticly) than today. But I am aware that we are breaking our little friendship. He is growing away from me these days and I am suffering the lost of him.

If I try to forget his being, I will be unhappy. Nevertheless, I am unhappy right now. I am stuck on and helpless.

I need some professional opinions.

Thanks for reading.