(((((Hugs))))) Liz you have been running a mile a minute for months. Sometimes when I just can't take it anymore and crying doesn't help since it gives me a migraine afterwards. I get a pillow and hit the couch. (Make sure the cats are not on it )

And believe it or not it's ok to have a pity party every once in a while we all need them and we all have them.

Can your doctor give you something for the pain? Or if you do not want to take a pill what about a pain patch? Also bengay does help. Hot rice packs help. If you do not have any I can make you some real quick and have them in the mail within a day. Or look into a relax wrap. They work wonders and I know a manager who works their and could get you a good deal.

But never ever think you are alone because you are not. Never feel that you have to hold back what you are feeling with us we have all been in your shoes. No one but us understands what you are going through and how you feel and how you hurt and how you just want it to stop.

Liz we have your back

Ps. I get how you would like to go off on some of the post here. I read a lot of them and just shake my head but I have been warned once to be nice or not post at all. So I watch which threads I post to. Sad