Yeah, you are afraid that the doctor is going to be exhasperated of you, that you are taking time from his life, his family and his problems for what amount to free service and you feel guilty and angry with you because you are not so bad or it's just a normal attack and you are drowning in a glass of water.

I got a major crisis this last week and took me everything to call to my psydoc but I ended hanging at the last minute. Thankfully he called me and put me to rest