yesterday i got written up at work... So my partner had the thermometer and taking temps on her side but i was doing pulses and resp on my side cause we only got one thermometer well i was written up on not taking temps on a timely business.. I slit my wrist three times... But i was also sick that day too so i didnt want to over due it... Well my head feels like its going to explode and my throat is thick feels like its swollen, i also am cold and dizzy.. im not going to school tomorrow if i feel like this... sad....

I hate this new life im forced to live..