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Old Sep 30, 2015, 12:23 AM
tiger8 tiger8 is offline
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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom View Post
The psychosis stuff did not repeat since then because I figured out the trigger for it (it was me trying to get too close to an unresponsive partner in a relationship). But the episodes themselves did continue. sounds like borderline endurance psychosis. I really think a therapist can help you track down the culprit. If it is a PD they can help. if it's not they can help and suggest medication.
Do borderlines have an unemotional schizoid-like baseline though? Because I'm not able to feel emotional for too long, it exhausts me fast, and it looks like borderlines are perfectly comfortable with feeling strong emotions regularly. I am most definitely not. Anything that's a strong emotion feels too intrusive and exhausting soon. Though it makes sense that allowing yourself to express them sometimes can be good to remove some tension but beyond that...no. Until 4 years ago I never really had such strong emotions in my whole life with the exception of anger at times.

Thanks!

PS: do you have a good link about "borderline endurance psychosis"? I haven't found anything with google yet. Thanks once more