Oh I don't have any of that.

I'm not really critical of people in a personal way, why should I be? I don't even believe in the concept of "good" vs "bad" if applied in a personal fashion. "Good" to me means it satisfies the reward system in your brain, "bad" means the opposite, lol.

I'm also unable to hate people much, that just would take too much mental or emotional energy or something. I'm someone who doesn't have a lot of emotional energy by default except for the episodes and the compulsive emotional stuff, but outside them, my baseline lacks that. And when I do get emotional it's not really about hating people.

And I'm alone 99% of the time. I imposed isolation for over a decade on myself.

Why should I loathe myself, I'm rather indulgent instead actually, I'm not gentle with myself but I don't judge myself much either.

I am indeed easily irritable though, with all sorts of obstacles that get in my way unexpectedly, I don't tolerate that well. Anger is the emotion that I've always been in touch with in my whole life, I never tried to repress it and I'm unable to repress it anyway.