Yesterday was ok until night. I got an anxiety attack and I think I'm annoying my mother (I really have a co-dependent relationship) because, as she say, is the same discussion we have over and over and over again.

I want to move on. I want to be happy, but I don't know why I got this scares. I want to live in the present. Right now I feel drained but a little better. Sad that I had been causing this problems to my mother and that I don't love enough, a little anxious about taking a online test for a small job in Isoftstones for spam and afraid that I'm relapsing.