Ok I don't need to tell you this but I just want to say it somewhere:
When we hug, I can actually feel your ribcage fit in the palm of my hand. This is amazing to me. I never realize until we hug who small your fame is! I want to wrap you up and hold all of you in my arms but ... I'm very conscious to be gentle and polite.
You feel like you might break if I squeeze to hard. The fact that you allow hugs, that split second moment of wordless vulnerability is such a gift. I really wonder what my body must feel like to you? Do I feel like a hulk? Is it awkward? Would you hold on longer if you could?
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