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Originally Posted by Ad Intra
So I've always struggled with this. I so badly want to tell my therapist what happens but all I can say is "I heard her voice." She thinks it's intrusive thoughts while I disagree. It's like I want to describe what happens but the words can't come out of my mouth.
I'm back there.
I see her. I hear her. She wants to hurt me. It makes my heart race just typing this.
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I experience Emotional Flashbacks where I can't speak well. For me it is like the English part of the brain is running on overdrive and the logical part shutsdown. I can be mad, but right then I can't tell you that I am, or maybe not even why.
For me, I don't hear a voice, but I feel like I am about to get 'in trouble' and any word or motion to protect myself might set it off.