It is so great to read this post! You sound so positive, and opitimistic--this is WONDERFUL!!!!! You have me excited just by reading it, LOL. You say about the fighter that "she is in here somewhere"---sounds like you have already FOUND her! It's okay, be a pain in the butt. You've got a lot of hard work ahead of you physically and emotionally. You are not a dummy and won't be getting any slaps. Certainly not for trying to succeed and win this battle! You are exceptional, Justy! Thank you! {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Justy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}