My pdoc doesn't want to give me anymore APs because I'm all ready on a lot. She suggested that I do this partial hospitalization program for a few weeks so the doctors can adjust my meds and see me everyday. But! I have to take off work for 2 weeks or so and I'm scared I'll lose my job. I can get a doctors note from John Muir and I need to tell my boss I'm having a hard time. Previously I had a severe nervous breakdown 10 months ago because I was really depressed for 4 years. My thinking got off track.