TO : GAMGIRL 31

Wow, your husband doesn't know how lucky he is to have someone who is trying to understand and keep the marriage together. Obviously if he wants to die he needs professional help. At the same time you need to be ready to move on with your life without him. See I was on the other side of this and got hit with a ton of bricks I didn't even feel ! You are being forewarned so get the help you need too.