Its sorta complicated , but we were very close and shared alot , not really bf gf , technically but um kinda emotionally attached I guess you could say , close friends for a long long time , hes like fam to me , he was going through alot and theres stuff I can't talk about but one day I got up and he um uh sorta disappeared kinda , found out about gf , he still is close with fam and friends we have sorta , but with me he doesn't talk , its very confusing but I'm trying to understand I know he struggles with stuff , so I'm trying to be understanding , I know he said if we didn't talk or be friends he would be devastated so to be cut out now is awful , when I see her I just start crying because I feel it , like she's better than me , we shared alot I have his secrets he has mine , hes family , how does this happen? Ps on top of it hes best friends with my brother and talks to him everyday .