These are all good suggestions. BTW, I have severe Hashimoto's Thyroiditis and my Endocrinologist wants me on a Gluten free diet too. She says it could change everything. I'm like, that is the only thing that does make me happy right now (besides my son an husband).

My pdoc is young, probably late 30's and is very up to date on new techniques. Maybe she would let me take an MAOI. My only problem is that I've lost two brothers to heart attacks in the past 3 years, one last week in fact. She might consider me a risk for that. However, I like the patch idea since I have absorption issues due to Gastric Bypass (on Depakote syrup right now) because of that. Helps absorb easier.

I'm just so tired...tired....tired mentally. I'm only in my early 40's and feel like I'm in my 80's. I'm exhausted by my life. Everyone says I should write a book for all the **** and craziness that has happened in my life outside of even mental illness.

I know, I'm having a pity party, but I'm so desperate to feel good again.