I second that! ^


Also, I think you need to be honest with yourself here in order to deal better... Trying to deny, hide or play down your feelings makes things more complicated and thus harder to address.


Your "friend"... This amazing man who refuses to speak to you...


You are head over heals in love with him. He's more than a friend to you, much more, and this gf, you're jealous that she got "your" guy, when you were the one who invested so much time and energy into getting close to him.


This is all natural, normal reactions and feelings to have.


You need to address the reality of these feelings so that you can start to heal, then seeing her on the bus wont traumatize you daily.