Looking back on my drunk days, I realized I was manic even while medicated. If I even felt like taking meds that day/wk. My bf enabled me too. But I would beg like a child for him to bring me a fkn 12 pack before he left for work. Bipolar and substance abuse do not mix. Right now I'm sober and taking my meds and I'm ok. Financially not so much but at least I'm not in IP pulling out my hair or sitting in bed with a drink in my hand. Sorry about the rant but bottom line, don't expect to get better unless you deal with your demons head on. I had to detox which was nothing.

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