i am used to nightmares or weird dreams, but the ones i had this morning (seems to be a theme the last few i've had where they happen around the same time) were just very odd.

i woke myself up saying 'no' over and over again. i have an idea of what part of the dream was about but woke up really fast and felt really young and sad and scared. i have never woken myself up talking ever, just crying sometimes.

the second dream i had was where a poster board was being held in front of me that had all these words/sentences on them. someone was tapping the board, and i couldn't read what it said because they were holding it at an angle i couldn't read it. i then woke up to apparently tapping myself on the face and then heard all these voices saying things that i couldn't make out...and then the voices stopped, but it took a while to go back to sleep. it was so strange.

i think some of those types of dreams are definitely related to dissociative stuff and are just so....bizarre.....i never know what are 'normal' dreams or not..