What you re describing sounds too familiar. Like everyone is saying it is perfectly understandable that you would be feeling like this right now. Just be aware that you are in a danger zone of sorts and do all you can to try to minimize the amount of effects the stress puts on you in a physiological way. Easier said than done I know. I usually need some klonopin in those kinds of places so that something worse doesn't start rolling.

CONGRATS on the baby!

It will be so much harder.....but SO much better.