So have you had the assessment yet? I remember mine. It was not at all unpleasant, and when I walked out of there, I felt like for the first time in my life that it wasn't ME who was crazy, it was the people who hurt me, and I realized it wasn't my fault. It was very liberating. Healing from PTSD is a long hard road, but it is well worth the trip. I've been working on it for over a decade, and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, and I now know it's not an oncoming train.

Best of luck to you. PM me anytime if you want.

WW