Yeah definitely. I made sure I'm off work then.it was like two years ago or three years ago we were at his house playing halo 4 and gears of war 3. Partying, jamming out together, him helping me with my exes and him having a baby boy I was baby sitting once before. I met him at 15 in a mental health group out patient therapy. He died at 24, but he was like 17 at the time.
My mom and my sister loved having him over he was over at my place all the time. We always talked about girls video games and normal teenage guy stuff. He supported me coming out transgender when I was afraid he would be judgemental. Like he did piss me off alot for hitting on underage girls or girls while he was dating them being really trashy, even when it was rude or embarrassing everyone knew he wasn't a bad person. He was misguided, but not a bad person at heart or friend. Definitely the most loyal recent close friends. I'm angry at myself because I feel our time was just completely cutoff and I badly miss him. His family and mine too loved me and him like we always lived there.

Like I ****ing miss him and this is not leaving my mind anytime soon. I needed a friend to be around alot like I did with him and previous close friends. He was loves by alot of people even when he burnt bridges. I'm sad because he thought no one loved him and it wasn't true. He made a lit of mistakes especially with his ex and baby mama. His son is old enough to know he's gone and I'm heartbroken for the boy and his ex. Like this wasn't something he could of prevented. It feels like two months ago we talked and not ever guessed he be dead from a collapsed heart. Too young... Like he of all people should of deserves the best life has to offer and how he made it.
I've been very angry at work because I miss him more than alot.