i certainly agree with you, it's an endeless quest.

and for me it's like... surely this isn't it. surely this is just a life simulation- preparing us for the real thing, but i know it's not... this is all we've got and our life is so... well, not real

we're existing, but not really living..

and i still have to figure out what my hobbies are

i kcan describe the hobbies of all my alters, but not myself
so much of life is wrong