Hey there sweetie, still pooped but want to tell you I have ideas about your neighbor. I should p.m. you or catch you in chat. I am wishing you the very best. I want to tell you that I had an incredible experience yesterday. !% years ago I went to the local hospital to see a friend in labor. Yesterday I went and saw a co-worker a few hours after her son was born. Parents were in shock and awe and baby was a cone head. Just through the other door I had attended most of a death last week. I saw this living baby that I had felt for months through mom's belly and there she was with a soft belly. It was healing for me to see him. Hope this makes sense. I think it's about life and death and the continuity of it all. It was such a trip because my kids were born no fuss at home and I did not know what was going on in the hospital and why they did certain things. Like 4 or so hours after baby they still wanted to go watch her pee. Heck I was driving my three year old to the local store for icecream at this point because he was feeling out of sorts without his mom fussing over him. Left the infant with hubby for 20 minutes and wondered if I was supposed to be driving but no one ever told me not to so... Also about an hour after 2nd was born I had gone to get some food and there was orange juice all over the floor so I was mopping the kitchen floor. Anyway, seeing her in the hospital like that was kinda cool and seeing this wee baby and hearing mom say 'oh my, I don't know what to do if you cry 'was just too cute and wonderful.