Do you get many swans where you live? They're everywhere here. I have so many photos of swans! Only recently though have I got lots of baby swans, because 5 were born in the nearby park/lake a few months ago, and I have photos of them from tiny until almost as large as their parents.

Too right about seizing the moment. I really try and do that but I don't often get very far. I looked around for that woman for months and I may have seen her one other time, but I wasn't sure and I bottled it.

That's a really sad thought what you said about your life. Please don't think like that? You don't know what might happen. Your body is always healing and changing and you may well be fine. You should stop vaping though because that's not much better than cigarettes.

I'm not sure what to say about the astrology stuff! If I say that there is no way it can possibly be true and that talking yourself into believing bad things will happen because of an eclipse isn't going to help you, would you be angry with me? I'll never believe any of that stuff. I'm a science person and believe in facts, but that doesn't mean I don't have an open mind to what might or might not be out there that nobody understands. There is just no reason to believe some stuff though because it's all been invented by people.

Hope you're feeling a bit more positive today.