... so it doesn't help any to try to take St. John Wort or herbal stimulants. So now I am just wired and read to burn tires and throw Molotovs.

Seriously, how did the oversensitive deal in past, in hard times of the history? Well, according to E. M. Remarque they drunk a lot of Calvados and rum. But drinking is not the solution, especially if you are not such a good writer, as EMR, right?

I guess I should volunteer to help the Syrians passing trhough my xenophobic country to other less xenophobic countries. Maybe that would give me feeling of some control. Although doing the same thing, being uberactive when it comes to Ukraine did nada. Only I feel more paranoid and get death threats through my Facebook (some of them are so badly spelled it's almost funny).

Just.... it feels the world did end in 2012 and right now it's just the higher power trolling on us. It sucks to discover your classmate or your drinking mate a xenophobic assholes. Or that your nation kinda sucks. Or that you shoulda probably travelled more because the open boardered Europe is a past and your money will be eaten by the inflation anyways. Or the fact that people ****ing drown trying to get to this part of world, not knowing how rotten it is and that hating them, starved and scared boat people, is big topic to gain electorate on.

I just hate humanity right now, that's it.