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Old Jul 31, 2007, 11:52 PM
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Christina86 Christina86 is offline
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Why are you being nice? I don't deserve it. They all told me so. I don't deserve it.

I try to hurt and scare away all the nice people in my life. Can't get close. Dont want to be hurt. Abandoned. Bad ucky word. Cant depend on anyone. Not allowed to feel bad. Not allowed to complain. No emotions, they're bad.

Hiding place is not posting here. Isolate in real life. Need to be away from people. Cant let anyone see my uckiness. Not even T. Try so hard to hide.
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