Yes. Whether I'm contemplating something big or something small, I worry whether I have good judgment.
I do pretty well and I can retrospectively confirm that (excluding an episode) almost all of my decisions are made from a fine mental state. While almost none of them have been influenced by hypo/mania, almost all of them have existed momentarily under the fear that they might be.
It's not a debilitating self-doubt, but something that does cast a shadow over my thoughts quite often.
However, I figure that making good decisions after extra worry is better than making bad decisions with no concern! Sometimes that consideration is a bit of a burden, but the outcomes are better than the opposite.
-:-M
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>>Dx - manic-depressive (BP1)
>> Rx daily:
Seroquel/Quetiapine Fumarate
Lamotrigine/Lamictal
>>PRN:
Ambien/Zolpidem for acute insomnia
Ativan/Lorazepam for anxiety or hypomania
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