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Originally Posted by vital
Hi Aeonic,
Personally, I think you are depressed, but I personally think that any depression can be repaired. I'll make a couple of suggestions here, but, first of all, you have been through a huge tragedy and an enormous amount of stress and years of traumatic events. If you have the means, give yourself a break and give yourself a good long chance to recover. You have been through a lot.
The two suggestions I have is to first look at these notes and see if they describe what's going on in your head. If so, there is a slightly crazy sounding thing that you can do that really can work wonders in spite of what it might sound like to you:
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The second suggestion is to care about and improve your health in as many ways as you can. You can find some ideas here that are safe, improve your health and are often good for mental problems:
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Actually, one more suggestion is to keep posting here. Add your insights and observations about yourself or others or both and, generally, keep in touch.
vital
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Even if I was depressed, it's pretty much "part of me" now. I wouldn't imagine my life differently than right now. I don't exactly think bad things about myselves, or maybe I do, i'm not sure, I might have adapted to this fact, and now whenever I have bad thoughts about myself because of someone else I just tell myself that I'm better than that.
This led me to be very ambitious.
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Originally Posted by tiger8
Are you still diagnosed with schizophrenia? Why did you stop taking your medication?
It is no wonder you have a problem getting close to people at this point. It'll take time to recover from all that ****.
That feeling, ask your therapist to help analyze where it is coming from. It sounds like something significant.
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Supposedly, I am, but since my psychiatrist and I have decided to stop the treatment I guess not anymore maybe ? I can take care of myself now, however I'm still unable to get lasting relationships of any kind so...
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Originally Posted by Dog on a Tree
I'm soooo sorry to hear about your father, and what you have been through. I think you need to be in the care of a mental health professional in a long term sense. These feelings need to be addressed.
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Not possible, sorry, if the choice is having to go to a mental institution again or continuing my studies i'd rather do the thing i've been doing since the beginnig : Continue using my hatred as fuel, pretend to be alpha to gain influence, to achieve my goals.