Not much has happenen since I told him. I've feelings for my pdoc, very strong feelings. He's my pdoc, so I don't see him that often. I've only seen him once after I've told him. That appoinment I told him, he didn't asked a lot. I think he could see that it was hard enough to just tell him that. And the next appt after that, he only asked if it was hard for me to come to the appoinment.
But everything was the same. He still acted the same towards me.

My T knows this too. I've told her way way before I told pdoc. I've talked a little bit about it in maybe 3 (?) sessions. But she didn't asked a lot about it. And she hasn't brought it up in some time and I'm a bit afraid to begin about it to her again.

I kind of want to talk some more about it, but it would also be very hard for me. Especially talking about my feelings to pdoc. I also don't know if it would help me.