My social life is like a yo-yo, it depends largely on my mood, and can be quite full when I choose it to be.

Nobody holds it against me for going off the grid.





I'm quite introverted so besides going to work and being friendly with clients and co-workers, and doing group things with work people, I spend alot of time at home by my lonesome.


Then there's bf time, we don't see each other very often due to time and distance, but try to make time at least once a week, even if its midnight on a Saturday after his shift ends. And yes, I do this even when I don't feel like it and have the next morning, because a few weeks may pass before I see him again.


Then I have 3 sets of social friends... 2 of whom live in my road, I basically spend time with them when I feel like it, which is usually once a week, unless hypo sets in and I crave more interaction.


The 3rd group of friends is made up of a bunch of family members, brother, nieces, cousins etc. We meet up, BBQ, go to the movies and hike etc, like every 2 months or so, once again due to time and distance constraints.


I'm pretty close to all mentioned parties, I don't need to filter what I say to any single one of them.

But I wouldn't go as far as to call them my support structure.


Like right now, I'm in tears hyperventilating alone in my dark room. Instead of telling one of them what's up.


It is what it is