There seems to be a pattern of no social life on this website. Must be because mental illness isolates people. It's sad.

I went quite a few years without any friends. The 2 best friends I mentioned before, I met both of them in treatment. We have been friends for several years now. I can relate to them better because we all struggle with mental health issues, but our relationship with one another has never become toxic or unhealthy which happens often when you make friends who were in treatment with you (I know from experience).

I had plans to see one of my friends yesterday and I couldn't motivate myself enough to go. So I canceled. Depression sucks.