Hi all,

12 years ago, I was asking for attention the wrong way and the result has haunted me occasionally all these years.

I'm having a hard time believing God has forigven me for this-I don't believe I've forgiven myself-maybe that's it?--I'm tempted to call the pastoral pager-don't want to abuse this privilege-the priests (Episcopalian) are wonderful and I LOVE MY CHURCH AND I AM SUPREMELY IN LOVE WITH MY ABBA (GOD)!

This comes up every so often-I KNOW I'm forgiven by God-intellect-but the BELIEF(heart) part is where I'm struggling.

OC