I went for a second interview for a second job, it was short and more of a conversation about the position and what I was looking for. The manager said my application made me look reliable and would give me a call by Monday about the job.
This was yesterday, ever since then I have not been able to concentrate, have been depressed and in tears and had a panic attack thinking about it. If I get it it will be a godsend and I'll be able to financially breathe and pay off my debt in around a year and a half. If I don't get it I will still be living tight paycheck to paycheck having a nsf charge cause rent isn't on par with my schedule.
I am feeling a multitude of feelings but have been in bed. I try working out but my mind was elsewhere and I cried during part of it. What can I do to calm down? I've taken 2 klonoins and still anxious.
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Lactimal 175 mg
Pristiq 100 mg
Gabapentin 1800 mg
Klonopin 1mg.
Major depression
Social anxiety disorder
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