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Originally Posted by ValentinaVVV
I suck at relationships. I have only had dysfunctional relationships. Several long term, several short term.
I haven't dated in several years. I haven't had a boyfriend for 6 yrs.
I want to date, because I am lonely. I don't want to date, because it feels like it is too much effort.
I have a hard time keeping even emotionally, and I am afraid to have a relationship because I am worried about my stability.
Can anyone relate?
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I have these exact feelings. Most of them were because I wasn't stable and wasn't on any type of medication or aware I was really bipolar. I've been stable for a while, but still don't trust myself to be in a relationship. But days like today where it's miserable outside, it would be nice to curl up on the couch with someone.