Hmmmm

I feel like it is too easy to say depression.

But for me it would be depression too.

But the dysphoric mania thing is horrible.

But it of I was going to break it down into even smaller pieces...like pieces with in the depression...

Then what it coming to my mind is the thoughts of hating my life. ...bored and everything meaningless and empty.

That stuff is awful and it is probably the saddest part tho maybe not the most physically uncomfortable.