I can't help but feel that its hopeless for me. I feel like nobody cares about me because I am worthless, useless and have no life. I have no friends.... nobody to talk to..I feel no one cares because they see me as a fat disgusting blobby greaseball. I mean, the one friend I thought I had wont acknowledge me on facebook.....its all so dismal when your whole world is inside your home most days.

Forget me finding love either.....no one even wants to associate with me, just because I am fat, let alone date me. I am just utterly hopeless. I see people around me, cousins getting married and having kids....and to me its a measure of self worth to be able to have a social life. Its not fair!!!!!,