I have even been feeling that way about this site . . . I just don' fit in. But I am certainly finding commonality with most responses to this post. Feeling "shunned" and especially feeling "alone in a crowd" are ways I have described myself. I feel like I try so hard and nothing ever seems to work out. It all makes me feel worthless, unloved, and just a monumental failure at life. At this point after so many years feeling this way I have lost trust, so there is probably no hope of ever fitting in anywhere with anyone.