This is something that has been playing on my mind recently, it’s something I try not to think about as frankly it makes me depressed.

Basically it is my lack of achievement in life. I am 35 and for my 35 years have damn all to show for it. In your 20’s you tend to get away with it, in your 30’s you look like a failure and people do look down on you for it.

What do I mean by lack of achievement? Well things like a house, marriage, travel, hell I haven’t even been able to learn to drive. I am stuck in a dead end job on minimum wage going nowhere, I suppose you would call me one of life’s losers.

It’s not that I don’t try I do and have tried, but nothing ever works out no matter how hard I try. Even simple things like a diet or getting fit can’t stick at, instead I’d much rather eat junk food and drink alcohol to numb the pain of a worthless life.

I have had issues with anxiety and depression all my adult life, I am not sure if these are the cause or effect of the above but either way they don’t help my cause.

Any help or advice?