Thanks for sharing with me, and for the suggestions on what to look for in a therapist. It feels nice to read what you've all written and I'm so grateful to you all.

After all I've been through it's sometimes difficult to remember there are nice people in the world. After the last appointment I've been feeling like it's futile to try to find someone to help me since it seems even therapists have a desire to traumatize me.

It gives me some hope to read that some of you have found caring professionals.