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If you've asked for forgiveness, then you are forgiven.
It's really hard to imagine that with the big stuff, isn't it?
However, it being hard to imagine doesn't make it not so.
I think you're right...you need to forgive yourself. Guilt can interrupt so much our work in life.
What do you think it would "take" for you to forgive yourself?
KD