@bebrave please dont let the woman in the video make you stop eating. They are picked out because they look like that. Most people dont look like that.
I am sorry to hear about your friend. How are you handling this?
@rcat thank you for your answer. The problem here is that obsessing/daydreaming about her is the only thing in my life that makes me somewhat happy for a while.. i don't have anything else that can make me feel like that