Hello Nike007

In a word, divorce "SUCKS!" Even more so for you kids in the middle of it all. I've been a divorcee and the step parent to two boys who went though it.

As far as talking to your parents, you will have to gauge how and if to go forward. However, you are a person no less than either of them and if you are suffering then you have the right to speak up. To suffer in silence often damages your health. As you have noticed. And you may feel like you are protecting your parents, but at what cost to you. And would they really want you to silently swallow your pain.

Regardless of you choice you can come here to express yourself and hopefully find some comfort. You are not alone.

For now, take care and be safe.