If any one of us wants to escape the deep loneliness that comes with bipolar and living alone we need to buck up and try dating till it works. The more failures that we have are only steps closer to success. The greatest people in the world did not get to be so great without failing and failing and failing. Success comes from picking your self up after failure and trying and trying and trying till it works. All failures are is lessons that will teach us how to do better the next time.